yesterday there was a little conflict between me and my someone special. actually we have an initial it is A&A or known as double A. our special day is 17th date each month. she is really really special for me. even she thought I never think or remember her. in fact, her shadow never leave my brain. I always pray for our ease. to reach our dreams, holding hands together to face this cruel world after married. and the conflict ended with telling her that I love her. and she did the same. She is Saffanah Az Zahra. my someone special. who has the important role to improve myself. who cheers me up when Iam down. the great factor that makes me happy all the time, who tells me to always smile. who makes me able to keep my spirits while doing everyting to prepare myself. all of preparation that Iam still working on it. studying, teaching, colleging, serving my boarding school. Iam not a kind of perfect person, but one thing that I always avoid to do one thing that I never want to do, it is – disappoint someone I love- if you read this my dear, no need to worry. I`ll do all my best.